...how many Ativans make a good day?...

Lights and sounds make me nervous. Excitement in general, things on the epic scale, noises, parties, riots, etc. All things that induce panic.

Unless I know everything, all the ins and outs. All the schedules and the details and the planning and the elements, and everything about everything, ever. Unless I know all that, I am nervous. And when it comes down to it, I'm just a foot soldier in ... the army; and I don't know everything. So the amended list? Bouncy castles, double decker buses, performance stage? Ner-vous.