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"You know, if myself, and L and D-lo are all telling you that this is going to happen and you should get with him, then don't you think you should get with him?" - Althea tells me at lunch.

No, and no. And I tell her so - I don't think it's a good idea, and it isn't going to happen.

"It's not up to you anymore, it is officially bigger than you. And we *will* make this happen".


I thought I was speaking. My lips were moving, and yet she hadn't seemed to hear what I said. NOT GOING TO HAPPEN.

"You know, you can deny it all you want but you're just lying to yourself".

Oh good god, please let it go.

I'm going to scream!