...overly medicated, slightly insane...

Our lives depicted in the simplicity of plastic buttons -

Mine: "I will not obsess. I will not obsess. I will not obsess".
Farnam: "It's such a beautiful day, I think I'll skip my medications".

You are a hopeful person. Plenty lays you low, but nothing ever keeps you down for long. You are in the process of turning an obstruction to your advantage. A roadblock has buffeted you into something far better.

Okay - if that lack of conversation was supposed to be a great thing in disguise, that's a pretty damn great disguise. I'm not seeing it yet. Good fortune? Are you there?