...the view is arama...

From Phil Booth: "Our society is fascinated by the material, but befuddled by the appeal of spirit. Whatever you may lack now, there is one thing you have in abundance — the ability to turn a dream into the strength of a mountain."

What the fuck? Clearly this abstract bullshit is not what I needed today. So unbearably disappointed - now what can I do? Without the HFTS wisdom of Phil Booth, my capabilities are as nothing.

In other news, I am throwing in a towel. The kind of towel that makes me sad in the doing, but it needs to be done. For my own sanity and for my own strength. So hurrah to that. Melancholy but a little bit more free, a little bit more stable in myself.